Priyathama Neevachata Kusalama? an endless feeling
Ivala yenda thaara sthayiki vellipoyiindhi
udhayam nundi gadhilo baga bagamani vedi . thattukoleka verandaloki vachanuu..
Chetlu unandhuvalla anukunta room lo unanthaga vedi ikkada ledhu.
ah endani lekka cheyakunda konthamandhi pillalu inti pattuna unna needalo adukuntunaru.
Koddhisepatiki erraga shegalu kakkuthunna akasham loni suryudu mabbulla valla challa paddadu kshannalo akashanni karumabbula kappesayii, sannaga jallulu kuravadam modhal ayayi , chala vegham ga idhuru gaalilu prarambhamaiyayi, Gaali veganiki chetlu uguthunnayii...dhooranga pakshulu galilo chikkukunatunayi.. arustunayi.. bahusa intiki dhaari etu ani kangarupadthunayi emo.
Needalo adukune pillalu varshapu chinukulalo illaki paregettharu. gaaliki andhari intlo vastuvulu chindhara bandharu avuthunayi ah sounds vinipistunayiii....
ma inti bayata velada dheesina gaali gantalu (wind chimes) kuda alaney shabdham chestu uguthundhi...gaaliki dhummi dhooli intlo vastundani intloki vachi thalupulu museyamani amma arustundhi...intha gaali, dhummu, na meedha kurustunna chinukulalo prathi kshanam edho alochanatho tho sathamatham aye na manasu prashantaga unattu anipistundhi
amma cheppinattu thalupu vesi intloki vachesanu kanisam konni sarlu aina amma mata vinali kadha...inthalo naku vijju phone chesadu,
ma amma chethilo coffee cup petti vellindhi...
Phone ringing…
Vijju Phone chestunadu, chala rojulu tarvtha australia lo exams, projects, night shift tho busy ga unnadu
Namaskaram guruvu garu ela unnaru (Nenu)
Peddhalu Pujyulaki na Pranamam lu (Vadu kadhu)
Madhyalo uru vodni add chesav enti mama? (Nenu)
Nuvu city lo ne putti perigav ra mari - Nikhil
(Conference call)
Vadey ninnu add chesadu ra (Vijju)
Me: enti sir ela unnaru chala samstralaki gaali itu vaipu mallindhi...
Vijju : emlera panulo unna night shift ivala kaali unna andhuke chesa ela unnav enti paristithi ani
antha kulasana mama,
em chestunav enti
Prasthuthaniki coffee thaguthunna bro
Endakalam coffee entraa?
Nikhil : nuvu vadiki chepthunavaa, nuvu vadu class class ki madhyalo bayataki velli cupulu cupulu thage vallu ga
Vijju : appudu antey tensions, class lo nidhra vastadhi, aakali vestadhi ivanni thattukoni undali coffee undali kadha..
Me - Nikem thelsu ra coffee kosam velthey enni panulu avuthayo akkada (navutho)
Nikhil - Naku thelsu ra, vadu ah akhi ni kalavadaniki nuvu phonelo kalapadaniki ani
arey nen malli call chesta team meeting, call vastundhi...
Me - Manchidiiii.. Cheppa ra vijju em cinemalu chusava ee madhya…
Cinemalu em choodledhu bro busy with project works and paiga ee shifts
dabbulu kavali ga room rent, petrol ki, food ki, busy busy ga unna rest ledhu sariga.
Oh....
Me - antey Akhi tho kuda matal lev anamata !!
Matal antey Two weeks back call chesindhi mama padukunnapudu,
tarvtha call back chestey busy unna ani chepindhiii
Me - So anthena? (emaina dastunada)
Anthey na antey, dhaniki mundhu couple of times matladindhi anthey nuvu thanaki na number ivakuntey avi kuda undevi kavu ga
arey nen logout chesey time aindhi, nenu malli call chestaley koncham stock update cheyali…
Me - Sarey mama
(Cuts the phone call)
Coffee cup kitchen lo pettesa… bathroom lo tap petta snanam cheyali..
Illadhariki em avuthundho ardham kadhu...
idhariki idharu antey isthamey kani ee madhyalo ee gola endho ardham kadhu
call chestey vidu lift cheyadu thanu emo lift chesi busy unna ani chepthundhi ilantivi nen chala sarlu chusa valla madhyalo
College lo unnapudu kuda she used to ask and he used to refuse...Like
2015- 08 - 09
bunk kotti Readers Bayata chettu kindha kurchoni vunnam
Akhi - Vijju akali vestundhi, canteen loki velli naku chocolate tisuku ravaa?
Vijju - Nuvu velli techuko neeku nachindhi, nakem thelsu nikem tinalani anipistundho…??
Vaadiki thelsu thanaki em istamooo valla friends mundhu ala order lu istey aadu asalu cheyaduu..
Sarey vallaki idhariki idharu nachutharu ani nikela thelsu ani miru anochu
Akhi kuda bunk kodthadhi kani kottinapudu valla friends bayataki velthey thanu mathramey matho readers dagara untundii. evaru lenapudu thanu adiginavi anni chestaduuu, infact thanu adagakapoyina velli tinipistadu
Thanatho kuda chepichukuntaduuuuu adhi verey vishaym anukondi
Idharu thittukuntaruuu kottukuntaruuu, premaga aithey anthaga matladukoru maybe na mundhu matladukoledhu emo
thana gurinchi naku teliyadhu kaani...
Thana kosam chesina anni things bahusa nakuda chesi undadu veedu
Thanu bus miss aithey vidu kuda bus miss cheskoni mari hostel lo unna friend gadi bike vesukoni thanani pick cheskoni clg ki vastadu… thanaki class bore kodthundhi antey bunk kotti bayataki theskelthadu, valla friends bunk kodithey vallatho kuda bunk kodthadu, memu bunk kodthunam ra ani telistey matram clg ke radu
so matho kantey ekuva thanatho ne baytaki ekuva velladu…
kani nakunna doubts enti antey
Restaurent ki velthey veedu em orders isthadu ani, amayni em places ki theeskelthadu ani, em matladkuntaru ani…
Ma gang lo epudu Venky gadey orders chepthadu, vaadey bill kuda kadthadu, mem aithey cinemalu, cricket, politics ani chala matladkuntam
Vallatho nen unnapudu vallu epudu thittukovadam thappa verey em chudledhu, made for each other laney undaru.. Valla meedha veela meedha bitching untadhi...em matladkuntaruu…
Akhi chala andhanga vuntadhi, clg lo chala mandhi thanani try chestaru flirt chestaru, vidu epudu thanani flirt cheyatam chudledhu thanatho matram frank baledhu avg good thappa em cheppe vadu kadhu ayina kuda thanaki vijju antene interest.
Ala frank ga cheppey abayilini maximum amailu cut chesestaru...antey vidu antey vidiki istham aney kadha.
Thanaki epudu em help kavalani thappukunda call or msg vachedhi vijju ke, vadu anta nammakam ani nen anukuntunaa.. Veedu kuda eh reason cheppakunda vellipoyevadu.. Ivanni naku matramey thelsuuuu natho matramey panchukuntaduuu
Thanu antey vadiki chala istam, em dachukokunda anni cheppese vadu…
Veedu asal andhanga undadu, asal thanani amayila treat cheyadu, epudu tidthuney untadu, cheppina panulu cheyadu mari thanaki veedilo em nachi untundooo…
Sudden ga Vijju india nundi vellipoyadu master ki.. epat nundo anukunedhi naku kuda one week mundhu cheppadu thanaki aithey cheppan kuda cheppaledhu ani modhatlo annadu but tarvtha cheppadu thanaki call chestey lift cheyaledhu ani...
Thana kosam vijju ikadey undochu kadha enduku vellipoyadu us ki?
Akhi wait chestada vijju kosam??
telidhu but vallu idharu kalavalani korukuney vadilo nen modhata unta
Enduku kadha ee kopalu, undedhi okka life eh kadha.....
em chestunav? - AMMA
chetlaki nillu posi ra
Sarey..
Chinukuley paddayi...bhaari varsham em padaledhu meeru ala choodakandi…
Chetlaki neelu poshi vastaa…
Amma kuda terrace paiki vachindhi...nenu neelu poyadam almost aipoindhi….
evartho phone chesindhi indhaka ?
Vijju ma!!
Eh vijju ?
Ma ammaki na friends gurthu undaru… vallu ela untaro cheppali…
Bakka ga undi, spects pettukuntadu ga na birthday ki vachadu…
Oh… em chestunadu ipudu?
Us lo chaduvukuntunadu…
Ah abayi tho vachey Vizag pillodu em chestunadu ?
Ah vadu ikadey job chestunadu happy ne vadu…
Mari Kukatpally lo untadu ga vadu?
Vadu baaney unnadu, bangalore lo job chestunadu. (week ki okasari vachi vaadi gf ni kalisesi velthadu, apudu apudu nannu kuda (Mindlo))
Tarnaka lo undetodu ee madhya kanipiyatledhu… epudu friday aithey inti mundhiki vachi arustadu ga…
Vaadu kuda US lo unnadu… monnene velladu…
Mari thanu ela vundhi?
Evaru thanu??
Adhey okasari pasupu color saree lo pic chupinchav kadha thanu, epudu thanatho matladthuntav
Na heart beat naakey vinipinchedhi fast ga kottukuntundhi….na mind freeze aipoindhi….avunu thaney naku artham aindhi
Ma amma tho matladali antey bhayam vesindhi….
Telidhu amma… chala rojulu aindhi matladi…
Thanu kuda ekadikaina vellindha?
Telidhu, thanu matram vellipoya ani antundhi… Ipatiki naalone vundhi…
Enti?
Em ledhu… kindhiki veldhama akalestundhi….
Sare padha...avunu apudu mem vuriki vellinapudu thane kadha intiki vachi niku vanta chesindhi…
Haaa
Haaa, epudaina rammani cheppu intiki, eesari vanta cheyalsina avasaram ledhu ani cheppu bayapadi radhemo...
Bhojanam chestunantha sepu inkem aduguthundho… em cheppalo ani chala bhayam vesindhi…. Apudu already ookasari adigindhi… almost nijam cheppa pedhaga patinchukoledhu… apudu em mood lo undho telidhu mari…
Ma amma nanna naku thelsina antha varaku accept chestaru, ala ani emo naku telidhu…. Amma nanna kuda preminchey pelli cheskunaru but wrong time lo epudu cheppaledhu…
Vallaki maku chala dheggari polikalu unnayi…
Amma notlo edhi dhaagadhu prathidhi nannatho share cheskuntadhi… na gurinchi… thanu em chestundho… prathidhi… nanna kuda anthey
Epudu andharu anandanga undaleruuu apudu apudu godavalu kuda padtharu chala dharunanga padtharu entha dharunanga antey almost vidipoye antha...
ma amma nannu alanti situations ki chala sarlu vellaru. I hope they won't in future
vallu antey naku chala istam
Chala antey chala, cheppali anipistundhi chala sarlu
Na lanti vadni chinnapudu nundi bharisthunanduku…
Family kadha epatiki undedhi vennenta !
Thanu kuda na family eh
Inka padukokunda phone vadthunava ? _AMMA
Nidra ratledhu… kodhisepu ayaka padukunta….
Phone vaadthey ela vastadhi… pakkana padesi paduko….
Sarey
……
Thanu kuda naku anthey istam
Amma ki nachindhi...
Inka gurthu vundhi ah pasupu rangu cheera lo pasupu antha swachamaina navuthooo chethilo cheyi veskoni ala nilchoni untundhi...
Thana mukham lo tension and thana cute curly hair rathrantha chala kastapadindhi vati kosam,
thana khallu chala anandhanga Vuntayiii premaga chustunayi..na vaipenaa.. Thana kallu choostey chalu thanu eh mood lo vundho cheppeyochu thanalo unna feelings anni kallalo chupistundhiii
Chinnati bindhi petkoni chala chakagha untundhi…
Thanatho kodhisepu matladithey chalu meekho abhiprayam vachestundhi
Thanani evaru vadhili petti undaleru
" Chaala mandhi andhanga kanipistaru but konthamandhi andhanga untaru "
Thanu chala andhamainadhi
Emo kadha konthamandhi chusina ventaney nachestaru, konthamandhitho matladaka, mari konthamandhi tho gadipaka, mari konthamandhitho prayaninchaka...
modhatlo chusinapudu thanatho jeevithantham prayanam cheyali anipinchindhiii kani bhayam kuda vesindhi thanaki nenu saripothana, nen perfect kadhu ani
ipudu emo thanu lekunda prayaninchali antey bhayam vestundhi..
avunu ipudu thanatho naku matal levu...
Endakalam rathri kuda chala vediga untundhi kadha… water night kuda vediga unayi….
12PM- 2017 April 30
Calling….
Hello break ah?
Avunu.. Nuvu enti ipudu chesav niku lunch 12:30 ki kadha?
Class Vundhi water thagadaniki vacha !
Oh Mari thagava?
Ledhu.. Canteen close vundhi ivala…
Block lo kuda levuuu
Mari ela ipudu?
Nuvu Vachi Ivuuu !!
Enti?
Left side chudu !
Ehhhh nuvu enti ma clg lo.
Cheppa kadha water kosam vacha ivu…
Mee inti water chala tasty ga unnayi…
Untayi untayiii…
Ila ivvu water
BasketBall court dagariki velli matladkundhama?
Ah padha…
Basketball court dagara kurchoni matladkunamu..
" Manam epudu either Past taluchukuntu untam, future kosam kastapadthu untamuuu, Present lo just brathukuthunnam "
Thanatho unnapudu nenu past, present, future lo brathukuthunna anipinchindhi !!
EARLY MORNING, 2017 JUNE
I was in deep sleep
Phone ringing….
Video call
Papa - Hey good morning Babu....
Me - papa enti train lo unnav…
Guess cheskooo
Me - Ekadiki velthunav?
Inko 15 minutes lo mee inti dagara untanu
Me - Eh enti?
Avunu vasthuna ready avuuuu fast ga
Me - Adhi kadhuuu
Babu ready ayi akadiki vastey nen wait cheyalsina pani naku thappathundhi kadha…..
Ahhh
Antha yendalo, mmts lo, kastapadi nakosam vachindhi...
Manaki istham vachina valla kosam manam entha dhooram velladaniki kuda venakadamemo kadha...
Just vachindhi ani meeru anukovochu but oka amayi bayataki ravali, enduku ravali, entha sepu undali, ela velthundhi, ela vastundhi, kooda evaru evaru vastunaru,, inni prasnalu untayi intlooo
ivanni gelichi thanu na kosam vachindhi antey goppey kadha...
PRESENT
Avanni past kadhu future kadhu present kadhu… they constantly run in my mind, every minute, she is there in my every work, every thought, everything i do…
Appatlo thanani chala mandhi visiginchey varu I love you ani texts, venta padatam, follow avadam
Nannu himsinchakandi
Nannu odhileyiii
Naku istham ledhu, naku ivanni nachavuuu, intlo telistey problem avuthundhi ani vallatho cheppedhi viney vallu kadhu
nen matladala antey vodhu anedhi… thanu chala suffer ayedhi
Ipudu Alanti messages eh naku pettindhi !!
Na valla thanu happy ga life lo undaledhu ante, nen thanani solo movie lo gautham la vadhilesi vellipovala?
Thanu - Babu…. Repu nen epudaina odd ga behave chesina, nen ela vunna nannu odhili vellaku kadha?
Vadhalanu papa
Promises are promises when you promise.
They become just words when they are broken. Ah thanu kooda promise chesindhi nen ela vunna nannu vadhalanu ani, entha pain, enni ochina nuvey ani....
Premalo madhyalo evaru ranantha varaku bhaney vuntadhi, konni kathalu konthamandhi ravadam valla bhagupadthayii..
Na prema lo evaro addu vacharo naku telidhu, problem enti ani Adigithey thanu cheppadhu....
Anni thelsukuntav kadha idhi kuda thelsuko antadhiiii
Godavari movie lo Ram ki dairy doriketheney vallu thirigi kalisaru, lekapothey malli kalisey varey kadhu kadha....
anii thelsukolemu kadha konni vishayalu cheppalii thani aina inkevaraina, inkevaro ma premalo na side leru, thana side na gurinchi thelsina vallaki nen thelidhu
Nenena andhari premo lo edho macha vuntadhi....
Subbu gadu na senior us lo untadu freshers apudu nannu raging nundi kapadaduu endhuko telidhu apat nundi mem friends ayipoyam anni share cheskuntadu natho
US lo masters ki velladu, masters ayipoyi job struggle lo unnadu, job lo join ayadu kani edho visa problems valla job poyindhi final ga two months back job set aindhi anukuntey Virus valla job nundi thisesaru… ila chala mandhi struggle avuthu untaruuu
Dabbulu sariga save cheyadu, vadi GF tho godava dabbulu save cheyav job ledhu kadha ani...
vadi kosam India lo thanu vundhi.. wait chestundhi epat nundo...
Thana family members tho two years poradindhi vaadi kosam
Intlo valla amma thittina thitlu, valla nanna kottina dhebbalu ivanni thattukoni vadi kosam india lo thanu edhuru chustundhi inka…
vaadiki poorthiga ivi thelidhu okasari vadiki thanaki godava aithey natho cheppi edchindhi.
Valla idharu kuda godavalu padtharu, phonelu, msg laki apudu apudu reply ichukoruuu
Apudu idharu kalisi nannu adukuntaruuu nenu mediation cheyali apudu idhariki
Premalo ivi kuda bhagamemo kadha,
"Nuvu ela unna, enni thappulu chesina, correct chesedhi, nuvu correct ga lekunna accept chesedhi ninnu preminchey valley"
Anni samvastaralu kalavakunda, dhooranga calls matladthu vall unnaru antey , nenu vivarinchalenu valla idhari pain
Idharu chala miss avutharu epatikaina valla idharu kalavalani chala bhalanga korukuney vallalo nen untanu…
Chinna chinna vatiki debbaladkuntaru vallu, na dhagariki vastharu…
Vallaki nen thappa inka evarunaru le....
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Naku thanaki godava aithey ala evaru leru….
Yeshu…. Canada lo untaduuuuu na close friend
Vadiki gf undhiii… pedhaga kalvaledhu vadni nenu recent ga phone chesadu….
Chala rojulu aindhi vaditho matladii
Gf valla akka vadiki call chesi chepindhi antaa thanu verey vadni love chestundhi ipudu ani…
Emaindhi ani telskuntey amayi valla friends andharu kalipi veedi meedha bad ga cheppi ah abayi tho kaliparu anta vadu manchodu ani…
Thanaki emaindho mari vadiki okay cheppesindhi anta…
Kani valla akka ki thelisi Yeshu alantodu kadhu ani thanaki thelsu
but ee madhyalo ah kotha bf tho thinu break up cheppesindhi
vadu roju himsistunadu, intlo vallaki cheppesar anta ila aindhi.....
Yeshu thanaki msg chesadu antha okay na ani
Vidiki thanu message chesindhi..
Naku neetho matladam istham ledhu…
naaku ee time lo neetho convo foolish ga anipistundhi...
You deserve best
Nenu asal deserve cheya
enduku enti ani Neeku explain cheyalsina avasaram naku ledhu..
Nuvu emaina anuko i don’t care
Niku ipudu text chesindhi inka natho contact avvaku ani cheppadanikey…
Na converstaion antha delete chesi na chat screenshot pettu
Ekkado chusinattu anipinchindhi ilanti mataluuuu…. Mikuda na?
Yeshu - Care chesa kabati kadha mama thana antha chesina thanaki msg chesa?
I don’t give a shit about all the things that happened or she did!!
Inthak mundhu thanu entha isthamo ipudu kuda naku anthey isthamuu
Valla akka calm ga vundu konni rojulu anindhi anthey
Konni sarlu decisions. I don’t want to talk about this mama
Thanu manchiga aipothey chalu thanaki kavalsina support ivadaniki ready ga unna even thanaki vodhu anipinchina kuda anthey !!
Valla akka chala supportive thanu lekapothey asal ee issue solve ayedhi kadhemo. Hope for the best anthey !!
I hope vididhi problem solve avuthundhi.... ani
PRESENT
ME - Avunu thana akka chala supporitve anipinchindhi andhariki ala undaru,
Konthamandhi family lo untaru, konthamandhi friends la untaru
Nakuda ala supportive ga undhi thanu!
Amma. Thanatho matladadhu enduko nakuda cheppaledhu
Nenu call chesi matlada, apudu anipinchindhi thanu kuda valla amma laganey ani…
Nen adigina prashnalaki samandhanalu ivaledhu kani thanu cheppina vishayalu naku supportive ga undevi
Thanatho epudu undu, thanu chinna papa, em chesina bharinchu andhi
Intha care chestey thanatho enduku dhooranga untaru antey, thana manchi kosamey anindhi…
Apudu apudu thana gurinchi nannu adigi telsukunedhi.
Valla amma tho thanani pogidanapudu em patinchukodhu kani thittinapudu matram navesthadhi edhokati supporting ga anesthadhi….
Thana gurinchi evarthoina free ga open ga matlada antey valla ammathone
Naku valla amma tho ivanni cheppali anipistundhi kani emo...ipudu rathri 3 avuthundhi valla office lo busy ga untundhi…..
Solo movie lo laga nijanga nuvu nannu care chestey na santhosam niku mukhyam aithey nannu vadhileyi anindhi…..
Mari na sangathenti antey….
I don’t love you so I don’t care anindhi…
Ipudu thanani nenu odhilestey thana santhosanga untundha ?
Nenu untana ??
Nenu thanatho untey thanu happy ga undadhu aina nen undali anukuntuna antey nen thanani love cheyatledha…
Andharu amayilu okatena?
Kadhu andhari amailatho nannu compare cheyakuuu nenu veru vallu veruuuu
Modhatlo prathi okari degarnundi idhi vinipistundhi kaniiii
Chivarlo prathi oka amayi nundi okatey msg vastundhi
Badhaga unnapudu thanatho matladey vadni, thanu kuda
Ipudu thanu evaritho panchukuntundi ee badha
Nen evaritho panchukovali naa baadha
Ma amma tho… hmmmm valla ammatho na cheptey telidhuuuuu
Enthamandhi unna ontari feeling vastundhi….
Thana call or msg tarvthaney roju padukune vadni thana call or msg thone na roju modhalaiyedhi kani ipudu
Ipudu kuda thana thought thoney roju modhal avuthundhi gadustundhi….
Chala sarlu inti varaku velli ghantalu ghantalu inti bayata wait chesa…..
Thanu nadichey ah veedhilooo nen nadichi enno ghantalu vechi chusaaaaa
Thanu velley shop ki nen kuda chala sarlu chocolate konnukunna…..
Thanu kurchoni chandhamama ni chustu thana ice cream tintu enjoy chese place lo ne nen kuda kurchunna…
Thanaki call msg chesentha dhairyam leka... thaney bayataki vastadhemo ani vechi chuse vadni, intiki thirigi vachese vadni
Oh my kaduvule laga manaki kuda god oka chance istey bavundu kadha…
Maybe Anu ki past gurthu undi untey malli vadi dagariki velledhi kadhemo kadha ??
naa life lo edhaina good news, bad news anni thanathone first share cheskuney vadini....
ipudu good news vachina pedhaga santhosam ledhu...
Anni marchipoyi nee brathuku nuvu bathuku antundhi…..
Prathi roju prathi kshanam em chestunatadho ani….alochanatho untuna...
thanu em mafia lo ledhu....
" Chepthey vinapadentha dhooram ledhu
Chepthey viney antha dagaraga ledhu
Mounam ardham cheskunuuuu ledhu "
Nenu chandhamam…. Cheekatilo kolipothu….
Tellarindhi…..
Lechi phone vaipu chusaaa inka em msg raledhuuuu levaledhemo anukoni
Call chesa lepatiniki thanaki late avuthundhi office ki ani.....
